Saturday, July 26, 2014

Hesitation

How untimely. How perfectly imperfect that I meet such a person as he. And while I act indifferently towards the future, beneath my confident and rational facade, I'm just as unsure about this as I am about the greatest perplexities of mankind. His call to acknowledge reality is resoundingly mature and perhaps too unpalatable for my naiveté. I still insist that I have erupted from that adolescent perception of love that made me once a fool, but I fear a regression. I fear a change too irreversible for a love with no antidote.

Monday, July 7, 2014

That Special Way

You held like you always have. That special way. Only you can hold me that way. That way. And the way you looked at me. The way you look at me. It brought tears to my eyes. Not your everyday tears. They weren't these salty, stinging drops. They were like liquid glass, making my world clearer, brighter. That is how you make my world. And as you spun me around and I smiled behind and in front of my tears, so did you. You smiled and laughed and cried and when all was said and done, you held me in that special way. That special way that a mommy hugs her baby.

Wednesday, July 2, 2014

1997

When this post was first published—which is strange since I haven't even finished this little writing exercise, if you will, nor have I decided what it ought to be about—this blog had just hit 1,997 views. In 1997, I was one year old. Now, of what relevance this has to what I'm about to write, I don't know. Actually, as I said, I don't know what I'm typing about, wasting up pixels like a terrible computer graphic (perhaps you've heard of Atari's "E.T." video game). Alright, I suppose it's about time to begin talking about something of at least some significance.

I was thinking earlier today, whilst wasting (I waste a lot) away the day on YouTube (but isn't that the most human thing a person of the year 2014 can do?). By the time I completed the following videos, I came up with a splendid idea.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BT0hj6VTFzU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k6PxMRUgmbA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_y0SCQJvA1c

If I ever have a grand ole group of friends—not that I don't have plenty of grand ole friends, but you know... the Friends variety of, well, friends—I plan on starting up "YouTube Night". On this night, once a month or week, we'd spend our time sharing our YouTube discoveries attempting to have the best video share. Then, we'd vote on our favorites to decide the winner.

Okay, okay. Don't ask why this began with my mentioning the view count. Maybe, just maybe, I'm subtly attempting to encourage you to share this blog and subscribe and boost my feverish writing and overall inscribed psychotic cranium explosion. Toodles, ta-ta, and take care.